Hi all of you complainers..LOL! Soooooo, how are things?

Mt turn....I feel a little better about things today....not much but a little better. I'm having one of my, "Is this my life now", exacerbations. I guess you'd call it, a pity party. I'll get over it, but for now, I'm wallowing.

In the, not so distant past, I was a mover and a shaker, spontaneous and happy go lucky. Yes, even with MS coming own hard on me, I still could have some fun and enjoy my friends and family.

It seems, that all changed when My DH died, in Jan, 2004. I became somewhat of a self imposed Hermit. I don't go out or do much of anything constructive or fun anymore. Don't get me wrong, I'm not lonely for anyone, other than my DH, but I am a bit bored!!

I look forward to every Sunday, when DD and Kiddles come to visit. It's such fun.....and then....back to my mundane life with one day the same as the next....a lot of the time, I don't even know what day it is or care..

I think I have a lot of nerve to complain, even to myself, when many of you are in the prime of your lives with MS much worse than mine, with Kids and Jobs and responsibilities, from which I have retired. I have much to look back on and be happy to have weathered it.

Ok, I just talked my self out of this pitiful pity party....but thanks for listening.

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