I don't know how you could have improved that heart of yours....it always has been perfection.
Gee....sounds like we like each other!
Were you mad at God? I went thru that....just raged at him for quite some time. When I look at the example the Amish community is setting for the rest of the world I am ashamed of myself. I still have a hard time forgiving people...wonder if I'll ever overcome that.