Aww, Keri,
So many of us have gone through what you are going through. There are so many emotions involved with the simple statement, "You have MS." I went through the gamut of emotions. But, I always reminded myself that there are far worse illnesses I could have been diagnosed with.
Everyone here has given great advice! Therefore, I won't repeat any of their advice. Just know that we can understand first hand what you are going through and are here to help and support you.