I get tired of the "brave" face too. Which is why I'm so thankful for places like this board where I can vent. I agree that the "you look so good" reaction gets old when you feel bad, that sometimes it's easier just to say "I'm fine" when asked how you are doing.

The only one who has seen my bad side fully is my hubby, and he only gets glimpses. I don't want to worry him that much, but I've also learned to ask for help when I need it from him. He's even seen me cry on occassion.

Know you are not alone in this.