Ellie, curious is absolutely right about your "family"...they are toxic for you and you need to draw a line through their names. No wonder your pain level was so high yesterday.

You have every right to feel as you do....it's perfectly understandable. That fella of yours really loves you and that's what I'd concentrate on if I were you.

If you're under an avalanche, we are going to start digging! That's what we are here for.