Hello Shanna, welcome and welcome to the 'rant room'. I'm sorry you had to find us this way but we are a great group of people here. A lot of us have been together for 10 years or more. I will never forget a wonderful woman I met at a MS social gathering who was totally confined to a electric wheel chair. She was the most vibrant woman I have ever met. Have you had any steroids yet? If not, they will partially help, some or a lot, get you over the hump. Good luck and come back.