Thanks Craig. You're right about having to look out for yourself. I've got a lesson in that the last year. Just finding something that's livable is hard and takes time but it has to be done. I know the bif works for a lot of people but I just couldn't deal with the profound tiredness anymore. Another attack down the road might change my mind but for now I got to get back to normal life.

Work's been great with me but I can't push it forever. Does it seem like I'm rationalizing some? Feels like it.