I do know what you mean about keeping the meds in you. I take very little Methadone but if I skip one dosage and don't remember it for awhile then I am in horrible pain. Like you, I have to start popping them to get it calm down. I still don't take much though. The most I usually have to take is 10 mgs. of it if I have forgotten it. But the pain is unbearable.

I am sorry to hear about your car. I do know what you mean about using the money for other things. I went yesterday to have a tired fixed and it turned out I had a nail in a second one. It's the 3rd tire I have had to have fixed in the past couple of months along with me and the kids having to have 333. worth of work done on my transmission. If I had one month without an extra bill I would most likely be dead and that would be the reason for it. LOL

IF you stay close to your Grandbabies now they will stay that way. I was in the hospital the day both of mine was born so I have never been away from them for long. They are such joy for us aren't they. They grow up too fast too.

I know what you mean about the men too. Susan remarried about 10 years ago but Travis just loves the boys to death. He is at their games, he spends his money on them and they all do weekend things together. Their real dad is our problem but he is working now and hopefully will not drink as much. Susan made a bad mistake the first time. Maybe finally your daughter will realize she is in a bad relationship and get out.

Hugs to you.

Ada