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Originally Posted by greenjeans
I'm a bit taken back on this, and the other thread. It's kind of like being on the playground and not being with the popular crowd...not allowed to play in the sand box.
How many had a dx right away?
How many did it take years?
To assume that those in limbo are 'wanna be's' is outragouse, at least to me. I wanna be nothing! I didn't ASK for ANY of this!
Don't think for a minute that those of you who don't want limbo'ers here....DON'T NOTICE. WE NOTICE. There is a handful here who are not 'prejudice' and for them I'm grateful. It angers me! I'm a part of this forum...supporting, hugging, understanding.....trying to be a support when I can, and then to talk about me and others here as if we are wanna be's is hurtful and mean. Some of the arrogance of it all just makes me 
Maybe I've over stayed my welcome here.
BTW: I call it numbers!
PS: I've NEVER gotten a sx because I read it here...or anywhere! EVER! |
Thank you!
This is REALLY hard for us in limbo that don't want it to be MS but all (or most) of the SX are point that way. I even have Dr.'s and others that have MS (that know me in person) that say it sure seams like MS to them also.
We come here to find support derring this hard time and some time get jumped on how something doesn't look like MS to those that have a DX but than turn around and say that they have THE SAME THING a week later to someone else on the board that has a DX.
And to agree with Greenjeans last line, "PS: I've NEVER gotten a sx because I read it here...or anywhere! EVER!", sometime we don't know that a SX is a MS SX until we see others talking about it, we see those with a DX do the same thing. "I thought I was the only one that had that", "I didn't know that was from MS". Ring a bell.
Bottom line, do jump on the UN-DX so fast. There maybe some here that DO want MS and I feel very sorry for them. But I don't think you can tell just by there post if they are a Want-to be" or a limboer that feels it must be MS because nothing else adds up as well as MS.
There are times I walk away from the board in tears and ask my self why I keep coming back. And my answer is "Because I can't even find a good Dr. that will listen to me".
If there are any typos, I'm sorry, I'm too upset to reread my post to see if everything sounds right. I'm not here to prove I'm NOT a wanna have MSer. I'm here to find the support I need until I do find out what I have. And I have SO much history that I haven't posted on the board so just because I haven't posted it doesn't mean I have tried it, had it, gotten over it, or even never had it, never tried it, etc. Someone said in another post to me that I should try Lyrica or Neurontin, well I have tried both. I didn't wake up last month thinking "I want to have MS". I have been dealing with odd things for at least 14 years and the past 4 years it sure seamed like there more than Fibro going on inside of me.