On year 5 with my son and it is still a roller coaster.

His pdoc calls it fragile. I call it sad and distressing.

My meds are helping and have only had to up the anti-depressant once. (high stress)

Many people need to tweak up and down all the time. Sometimes once and a while and sometimes when things get really haywire, may times.

I am sorry. I really have deep empathy for your frustration.