Hi Nancy Lee,
this is the perfect place to "dump", because we all know what you are going through, and can give you support while you are having a bad time.
I know at times I've sat writing while I was crying and always got a few good replies that helped!! So please feel free, its good to vent.

I cant begin to imagine what its like to have children a job and MG, I can barely cope somedays with just myself and my dog!! and even at 35, still have to ask my Mum for help.
I can understand you not wanting to face another surgery, especially with 2 young boys!!!
Have they suggested any other forms of medication? and does the mestinon work?
You take care, and keep us up to date, and feel free to talk, it does us all good to get things off our chest.
take care
redtail