I strongly debated the use of tests when it wasn't going to change his mind about things. But I went ahead anyway.

And yes, I agree with you about the puzzle pieces. I suppose I rationalized the "getting the tests done" again part of it because maybe they'll show the same thing the other tests did. It's been 5 years since the first set of tests; maybe some of them bear repeating. The neuropsych and the spinal MRIs do for sure.

So I'm waiting for results. I know what they said before, but this is worse. Worse because I'm worried they won't now show what they did before. With the first set I was just worried that they wouldn't show anything and convince my neuro that I was nuts--that nothing was wrong with me when I knew there was.

It's confusing (again) and it's PO'd me (again). I don't want to feel this way about it AGAIN!