I'm sort of doing something right now Mari but it's not this one. My pdoc wants me to put my desires, my emotions, my feelings, wants and needs in a scrapbook, not words just pictures. I bought a book and made a nice cover and was already to do it. Two weeks have gone by and do you know what's in it? Nothing, not one darn thing. How do you put pictures in a book of something you can't have? How can you put a smell, a touch, or a feeling of warmth in a book? Or a mother's hug. You can't. The anniversary of her death is fast approaching and that's all I can think about. She's going to be so disappointed in me