Man. I looked into group settings and residential treatment. They are ALL about drug rehab. And anything that also treats mental disorders are for kids up to 17.

I found one place in Maine that would fit him. BUT....I doubt I could swing the tuition. I'm gonna call them anyway. Never know unless you ask. That is where I get stopped every time. We make too much money so he won't qualify for any of the state programs but I don't have a large enough income to send him to a boarding school or private school.

Once again, we need to be independantly wealthy in order to afford the luxery of being ill. sucks.

He went through a bit of a rage on Saturday evening, but pulled right back out of it. But he wouldn't go to work with his step-dad today either. I will call the pdoc in a bit and get him in. I am almost afraid to though. I don't want to hear what the next step may be. It scares me.

If I could just get my Con well and back in school, I don't think this would be so overwhelming. All will be well, but I am having a hard time waiting.

Thank heavens work is mellow and I am highly medicated. I would be so much more freaked out. (Usually this is my manic time, but I think we cut it off before I got rolling. wheh.)