Hi, I'm sorry for what happened. I'm embarrassed I didn't get to read it that real but I have to leave the house very soon.
Just a quickie about the meds and the pdoc. Yes, by all means get another one. I know what that is like to get stuck with someone that doesn't "get it" and findin another one takes time. Ask tdoc for referrals to any good people he may know. In the meantime, be vigilant about your son taking the lower dose of Lexapro on it
everyday.
That's all I can say for now. And try to get your son to open up with the doctor. We all know how to put on a face for everybody but the pdoc is there to help. All though I know how hard it is to accept to yourself that you are "not normal." You know, the I can do it myself attitude.
So sorry, I gotta go...
Hope