lol, Erin, I remember my first Betaseron shots.
this was long before they had the Autoject thingamajigger...
and I lived in a rural area, so there was no nurses available to teach, or assist.
I got sent the medicine, a movie, and was told to "practice on an ORANGE!"


so, I sat there, (after mixing the two vials) on the edge of the bed, holding the needle , and sat there, and sat there...........
it took me an HOUR to get up the courage.
so, I know *exactly* how you feel when you say:
I did it! I did it! I did it! All by myself!

