Ok yeah i would sound super weird now to anyone but ya'll
but i just got back from an intake chiropractic appointment and yeah it is definately NOT in my head (or maybe it is - MRI's will tell that one).
The chiropractor tested my spine gently AND (we really need a drumroll smiley)
EVERY MUSCLE FROM MY HEAD TO MY TOES has moderate to severe spasticity

which means even the gentlest touch caused pain and reflextivity (which ironicly i don't have very good reflexes any more)... except to pain. when they tap my right knee it says HUH?

and doesn't do anything.
I also have SEVERE clinically observable balance issues! And today was a "good day"!
Not that it is such a great thing b/c the spacitity/ballance issues it is really painful but it is a great thing in some ways b/c it means that I'm not making all this up!
you can fake a lot of things, and be crazy about a lot of things but making every muscle group from your head to your toes reflexively spastic is NOT fake-able!
I just mentioned my appointment to my mom and she was like "don't be so happy about it!" can i get a shout out for all those who have heard that line?
She just don't get it!
I'm glad that ya'll do and that I'm a part of this group! even when i writes in hieroglyphics!
my mom was wanting it to be all in my head, I'm glad it isn't b/c it feels awesome to be validated.
we need a

MRI smiley too! hee hee hee
ya'll truely go my speed around here and can understand and decode hieroglyphics (thank goodness for spell check -like i can really spell hyroglphics).
Thanks for the warm welcome!
Sincerely,
Rachael