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Originally Posted by crytears
Hi...I'm so lonely and sad lately...
I guess I'm just too narsisstic and not worth talking to by anyone.
I'm feeling so sad about all this...I've been crying a lot lately too,
This really cut me down to bits.
I feel like no one in this world gives a rip whether I'm alive or dead.
I don't have any family...too long/sad a story.
So I'm feeling very worthless these days....
I have very poor/low self esteme.
While growing up, I never had time to form lasting freindships because
we moved ALL the time in between the beatings my bio sperm donor gave me!...
Think it was so I wouldn't tell anyone or show the bruisings...why my mom wouldn't protect me...is sad.
Anyway...I'm just a pile of saddness, pain and always self focused because of this.
I guess I'm just not worth it...anyone ever feel this way?
I once was a top sales agent and had a great Real Estate business, then all in one season..
.my body reacted to chemicals in our new home.
Seee.God punished me for getting a new home filled with new stuff!
Then my health took a dive and I got on SSI.
Anyway...whaaaaaa! Whaaaaaa! Whaaaaaa!
CryTears
PS....Oh, and I'm feeling sorry for self too! can you tell?
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Anyway...I'm just a pile of saddness, pain and always self focused because of this.
I guess I'm just not worth it...anyone ever feel this way?
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Hey there ct. Naa, we seem to be in this mode lately, I am, I know that.
I've be moaning all day too. I don't feel all that good myself lately and have many of the things you talk about happened to me too. We all need to get together and talk somewhere sometimes when we get to feeling SO Down.
Right about now I feel like crawling in a hole and pulling it in after me.
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I feel like no one in this world gives a rip whether I'm alive or dead.
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Exactly.
I feel lke crying right now anyway. Most of today I have felt this way. I am going to blame it on either the barometric pressure, Hormones or low blood sugar.
It can't possibly be me just DEPRESSED.
I have good days and bad days and today isn't good.
