I did it again tonight, this time without any supervision. Forgot to shoot up before my dad went to bed, so I had to do it without him watching.

Gosh, did it hurt tonight! I was kind of chicken to push the needle in, so I think that's why it hurt more. I injected it really slowly and that made it not hurt so much. So, yesterday wasnt a fluke or something...I actually did learn how to inject a needle into myself.

It wasnt as stressful feeling tonight...I didnt sit there and stare at the autoinflictor for 20 minutes before stabbing myself with it. I did stare at the needle for a minute or two, just to get a good look at it, didnt feel the anxiety that giant howitzer causes.