accidents happen. i hope they will understand that.
we all forget things like that. you aren't a bad person.
my daughter who is a college graduate mind you, was helping me do the dishes one sunday afternoon. we were busy chatting while she was loading the dishwasher. she filled it with soap..turned it on. we went in the living room to keep yapping.
about 20 minutes later we here a sloshing sound. we go to the kitchen and it's FILLED about 2 feet high with bubbles!

she had put liquid dishwashing detergent in the dishwasher!
took about 3 hours to get it all cleaned up and no traces of slippery soap on the floor.
keep posting hon. we are here for you. ((( hugs)))