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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Southern California
Posts: 308
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Member
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Southern California
Posts: 308
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It is lonely
Sheena -
I hear your pain - and I can feel it.
I don't have family either...haven't for years. But we are different - I am 32 years old....no children, no partner, etc.
I have two close friends who have helped me - but they both have families/children of their own....so at the end of the day, I'm still alone again. It has been very hard, to put it mildly. I am thankful to have these 2 dear people....but it isn't the same. And the loneliness is SO intense - the nights are the worst...alone with my thoughts, alone with myself.
It isn't easy being sick or having a disease - especially when this disease just snuck up on me - wasn't sick before this hit - at the end of December. I'm not sure if you've read my other posts - but I thought I had a pinched nerve - I still think this isn't really happening to me - except the symptoms haven't gone away and more have come and just been getting worse.
Feel free to send me a message......Hang in there - I'd like to say it gets better - but this is all so new for me - so I don't know for sure myself. 
~Keri
ps/I'm so lonely and alone - I even started a thread about girl scout cookies...anytihng to help get thru another lonely night
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