HI all,
Well i did it! I am going tommrow (actually given that this is almost 3 am it is this morning) for a second opinion!
I am so tired of this limbo thing and I am going to an MS specialist to see if this is real or if i just need psychotherapy really bad!
i have attached a document that has my "QUESTIONS" for my new neuro.
I hope posting these questions will do two things
1) generate discussion between people and their doctors (there is no such thing as a "stupid" question) and
2) generate discussion on this form that might help others who are in my shoes and do not have a firm dx come out and have a safe place to talk about their experiences!
And yes bgb, tante, and bird and others the questions are NOT one long paragraph! they are broken down into mini-paragraphs!
I am so tired of limbo land and I am determined to break free or be dx as crazy

trying!
PS if the new neuro feels it is needed, the MSAA has agreed to pay for my first diagnostic MRI! Yeah!!!!
I had a clean MRI 6 years ago but a LOT has changed since then and i am looking forward (in a weird way) to getting an MRI b/c it will provide answers! (one way or the other

) and if that doesn't provide a conclusive answer then maybe further testing will!

to all Bird, tante, greenjeans, snoopy, sally C, and cricket 52 and many others who have made my time here in Limbo Land bearable!
i am hoping to break free soon from Limbo Land and either into the land of a dx or the psych ward!
I don't know sometimes i think the psych ward

would be a

change up from Limbo Land!
this appointment will be very expensive w/o insurance (as I resigned due to health reasons from my job that had insurance due to this

disease (weather it be mental or physical)!
wish me luck b/c this is a leap of faith off the niagra falls!
thanks again to all for the support!
My original post with all the sx and goodies that I am going through right now is linked here:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread40688.html