My anxiety has been worse lately again. It seems like it comes and goes. I try to control it myself anymore due to not being able to do most meds.

This past week, I fired one of my caregivers which was my son-in-law's sister. She got to where she wasn't showing a lot nor doing her job. I was so stressed yesterday when she showed, I called up and let her go. That's stress for me not guts. LOL

I have tightened up on my boys and what they do when they are here and they keep asking what's wrong with me. I get so stressed from too many kids around, I finally told them, just the two of them come and go.

I think too, it is when our pain level is higher. Mine has been lately and we have gotten most of it calmed down with TPI's and I am now off of my Methadone. My next thing is to get off of my prevacid. It seems there are too many side effects for me no matter what I take.

I do think though as I said when we go into flares our stress and anxiety is much much worse.

Ada