I'm sorry you're having these difficulties as I know it is very frustrating.

Feel free to come here anytime and vent or just say what you're feeling. That is what this forum is all about. I've found many times that just by typing out how I feel on any particular day can make me feel better.

I know we all realize that there are other people much worse off then ourselves and we recognize that fact. But it is what's important in our own lives that we tend to concentrate. Many times it is all consuming.

I hope you feel better as the day goes on. I sometimes just tell myself to "suck it up" and move through it. OK! It doesn't work all of the time but at least I feel like I'm fighting it.