I have been to see the new neuro and I'm really glad that i did! preliminary exam suggests that I do not have blethrospasms - at least not in the traditional sense! (the forced closure of the eye lids). and they are HOPING to rule OUT MS!!!!!! i sure hope that is the case!!!!!

i do have some balance issues and some muscle weakness (the perception of muscle weakness probably comes - i'm guessing here- but it probably comes from the balance issues which may come from the doubble vision).

we still at this very moment are no closer to figuring out why i have the doubble vision, /(why my eyes fatigue so easily) but it is with about 80% certainty not the traditional blethrospasms.

the new neuro is going to order an MRI just to be sure it is not some sort of leasions in the brain that could account for the doubble vision. but she is fairly confident that the MRI will come back normal. i would be sooooooooo happy if it did!

I am still in limbo land but at least i don't have to go on valium or clonopon.

interestingly there is no spasticity in my muscles when i am off of the mestinon so that may very well be part of my problem (the mestinon that is).

i wish i had an definite answer but I am willing to wait if that is what it takes to get the CORRECT answer!

Thanks and s to all who have shown me so much caring and support!