Cindy
I'm so sorry things are so difficult for you and your family right now. I'll say a prayer that He will point you in the right direction. What may seem like a fork or a deadend right now may look very different later when you can look back and see God's hand working in your life. Sounds like you're doing everything within your power to do the right thing. Sometimes we just have to have faith that He will take us through it (and He always does).