Snoodles, get those papers and start working on them! I am probable MS and got SSD. You don't get it due to a diagnosis, you get it due to the symptoms. And it sounds like you have some profound symptoms. Be prepared to be denied, that's what the government likes to do. But after the second denial you get to have your say in court. Just remember, you can't be working and apply. There is a great SSD forum here, just go to the drop down menu and find it.