thank you all. you too bmw...i just read you are having trouble posting. i'll see what i can do about that.
it's been a rough few days emotionaly for us all.
giving the lord the drivers seat was a tough one. but i'm not in control of this. i am listening to the angels he keeps sending and all of their advice and wisdom. it is really helping build up my self esteem. i can do this!
pretty scary...
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but i know he sent my freinds into my life for a reason. i won't be alone through this trial. knowing that a shoulder is just a pm or post away. it helps me get through the hours.
my family members problems have seen the light too. praise the lord. counseling has started.
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and the doors of fantastic communication are wide open.
i can't tell yo how bad i feel about not being around for a few days. but y'all have been in my thoughts and prayers. i sure missed everyone! but my number one priority if finding a job. i have to support my monkeys. no banana's and choccy....does not make a happy campers.
anyone want to hire me?