thank you all. you too bmw...i just read you are having trouble posting. i'll see what i can do about that.

it's been a rough few days emotionaly for us all.

giving the lord the drivers seat was a tough one. but i'm not in control of this. i am listening to the angels he keeps sending and all of their advice and wisdom. it is really helping build up my self esteem. i can do this!

pretty scary... but i know he sent my freinds into my life for a reason. i won't be alone through this trial. knowing that a shoulder is just a pm or post away. it helps me get through the hours.

my family members problems have seen the light too. praise the lord. counseling has started. and the doors of fantastic communication are wide open.

i can't tell yo how bad i feel about not being around for a few days. but y'all have been in my thoughts and prayers. i sure missed everyone! but my number one priority if finding a job. i have to support my monkeys. no banana's and choccy....does not make a happy campers.

anyone want to hire me?