I just wanted you to know you are my inspiration and why I continue to sit in front of my computer most the day. Everybody has had their hardknocks, some more than others. However another day always comes out of it. How can we make it better when we have given all that we can give only to be knocked right back down again. I came here feeling like there was literally nohope left, but every day you all pick me right back up again to the functioning aproach. I function, but this just aint me. I want my life back to when everything fell into sinc. I understand now I will never have my life back and must cope and drudge forward. It is you guys that have kept me going. Bless you for the sake of my girls, Nina too! Drudge on, there is peace somewhere out there.