I think Mrs. D makes an excellent point.
And it does concern me a great deal that some doctors might put their needs first and not try to help and/or comfort the patient.
If your suspicions have been alerted, there is good reason for this.
There is nothing wrong with getting a second (even a third) opinion.
AND nothing wrong with getting your records, doing some of your own research and making inquiries of others.
In the mean time, please make sure you take top notch care of yourself both physically and emotionally.