hi. I am on Depakote and Celexa. They have seemed to help, yes. Social cues are not usually an issue for me- I just get confused sometimes. I make friends very easily- lots of people like me. I blend in at judo and I am a very likeable person.

Christopher just stopped by. We talked in the car for an hour. He had dropped off his daughter at practice and had to go get milk. So that was nice of him. I didn't ask him to. We had a chat. I got off my chest- even if a round-about way- what I needed to. So I hope he understands now. Lately it boils down to "Will you love me even when I feel crazy? Even when I do bad things? Will you stick around? I feel so wonderful around you- I fear you don't feel the same." We talked about stuff in general. I told him again "I am through having sex with other people. That is over." As in "I am exclusive". Well, anyway, it made ME feel better. Tired of talking about it now.