Mili, so sorry for your loss. With my beautiful dog Jessie I had to put her down and I cried forever, still I do while reading your poem and notes. I missed all my animals I lost tremendously, as much as I miss my late dh, my sister and my mother and sometimes I dream of my father.

Talking about dreams I had a beautiful dream after my dd took our first dog Misty to be put down, she had cancer, in this dream I saw my mother standing (she lost one leg to diabetes) looking healthy, in front of a crowd of people like watching into a panoramic screen and Misty, young and healthy, wagging his tail, came from a corner and sat besides her looking at me. When I questioned who were all those people behind my mother someone said they were all my relatives.

Wouldn't be nice to die and be reunited in heaven with all your relatives and pets?