(((sheena))) I'm sorry you are in such despair and feeling hopeless right now.
I can tell you from a survivors point of view why you shouldn't take your own life. You will leave your daughter with the legecy of suicide...the forever knowledge that she wasn't good enough for you to live for. The anger, the sorrow and question of
why...why would my mother choose death over me
It's a nightmare existance so please don't do it to her.
Life isn't fair but we have to take responsibility for the choices we make.