Saw my primary dr. today. She wanted to try upping the Depakote, changing the times I take the Depakote and Celexa (i.e. swapping them so Depakote is at night), and adding Trazadone at night for my recent sleeplessness. I said I know that is from anxiety and my mind racing. Other idea is to get a job so my mind isn't always thinking thinking thinking! Just like Wanda Sykes said in a stand-up routine, "Women. We AL-waaaays THINKin'!" lol The med changes are a bit unnerving to me, honestly. up, down, add, subtract.... I would welcome something to help me sleep, of course, when my mind gets to racing, but I would rather have it not race in the first place.

Oh yeah- and I did exchange a few emails with Christopher last night and this morning. Communication is happening. No magic "fixing"- but communication.