I wonder if Curious realizes that that sentence reads like she's dehydrated her kids and put them in cubes?

I wonder if everyone is doing well?

I wonder if I can say that I missed my last high school reunion because I felt embarrassed to be disabled, with no husband or job or friends or kids (cubes ) or anything. I wonder if my problem is that I felt such a need in my younger years to be "perfect" and "successful" and "strong" that I equate disability with internal weakness and failure?

I wonder how to make my life more fulfilling. I wonder if it's true that if I found a man in my state of mind, he wouldn't be right for me because I'd be looking for a rescuer and someone to fix my whole life and that's not the best grounds for a relationship?