I wonder if I can tell nohope (oh, how I hope for nohope) how happy I am to hear from her ... even about her getting kicked I hope that continues on and gets better and better .... I wonder if you all know I mean Nina's health, not the girl's kicking -

I wonder if Alffe know I am doing part of the painting myself ... the easy stuff and paying a small fortune for the professionals to do the hard stuff. I wonder if I could find a KIND professional to choose the colors.

I wonder if I could run away