I QUIT!

II am having a total breakdown! I can't do this anymore! I have all the same problems I had before and more! I keep dropping things. I just silled an entire container of M&M's all over! I tried to put it down and dropped it and of course we have hard wood floors so they went EVERYWHERE! I just sat and cried! They are under the furniture ...everywhere. I tried to clean some of it up and ended up yanking my arm in some funky direction that hurt like heck! Now I'm a mess.

Also, my thumb on my right hand is killing me! My left one also hurts but not quite as bad. I had this before my surgery also. It came and went. I had pain in my thumbs and some of my fingers and don't know why. It's just not fair! None of it! I hate it! I want the old me back! Dang it. I'm tired.

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH! UGH!