You are right, "they were us".

When does the anger really go away? My anger continues to build and I believe it to be the only thing keeping me going. I completely loathe my husband for the most selfish act he could ever do.

I don't ever want to stop hating him cause I never want to mourn him.

I'm sure today brought back a flood of memories for you Alffe and I am very sorry about that. And I am very sorry for that family too.