(((((((((misshayleesmom))))))))))))
there is a wonderful book called
Angel Behind The Rocking Chair written by a mom of an autistic child

it is a greatly encouraging book about finding hope in unexpected places for those of us with kids who have illness and neuro disorders. I read it shortly after my son was diagnosed with Tourette Syndrome.
praying you will find much care and support to get you through this
our autism and child health forums are also here if you need to talk to others there. they arent as active as some of the boards here, but there is info up and members who understand and care