Hi. Thnks for this post. Did I need this today. For me staying in the moment or the day is so hard. I fear the future and miss some of the past. Many days I don't know how to feel towards all my health issues. I feel all the emotions and most of all not knowing what to do. I am very blessed with the money aspect BUT that can't always by you health. It makes it easier to see docs and get tests and like I said I feel so lucky but does not buy answers or relief always. I guess for me a hard part is what the day will bring or what seemingly small health issue in the start will turn into something huge and painful. What helps me cope is people like everyone on this forum. Who walk in these shoes everyday. My mom is my biggest support as well. Hugs to all