please please write as much as you need to....rambling is just fine.....hope this forum gives you some kind of release.
you have been through so much and are going through so much.
remember you don't have to put on a brave face
we are all bipolar and just being bipolar is a huge burden to bear but I think it gives us the ability to feel so much compassion because we know what true suffering is first hand...
I formed a vivid picture of your bunnies...it was so sweet...thanks for sharing..gave me a bright spot.
Bobby