Hi ((Kelly)).
I don't have any history on you, but just seeing the physical problems you deal with throws up a red flag for me! Chronic pain saps absolutely everything, physically and emotionally.
That you can even venture out to see someone is a good thing. Or call someone. Those are both good things, and I feel good knowing you do/did those good things!
I hate pain. And I hate depression. I grew up with it and didn't even realize I was in such a depressive state until I had a car accident. And they put me on an antidepressant for the chronic resultant head pain.
Anyway...keep doing what you are doing. If you can, lordy, don't ever go see that one doctor again unless that was a 1-time incident and you can tell him, "What you said was just plain rude and stupid."
If you're on meds for depression, maybe it's time for a change. I hate the med merry-go-round, but when you find the right med, it's a good thing.
Hugs and wishes for a better day today.