To All,
Thanks for the supportive thoughts, prayer and thoughts.
When I was working in law enforcement I experienced, finding and investagating deaths of victims. At the time you deal with it seems almost removed. Like you are dreaming and its a horror film you will wake up from, or a studio set that is just fake, surreal.

The gal was in volved in our visitation program as a family. we did not have counciling or treat her problems, but found her to be a loving parent and caring for her child.
I wasn't there last week, but the staff noticed a change, best expressed as closed and quiet, did not want to talk to anyone.

From my work, I know the cases that succeed do not ask for help, they do'nt want it, they have made the decision and will go through without reaching out.
My greatest heartache is the family left behind and devestation of a nightmare come real.

We have meeting today, I am leaving shortly.
The hugs you all sent helped a lot.
Di