I feel for you. There are plenty of days I can pretend I'm just fine, because I feel fine, but they are few and far between. Right now, I think I'm into my second flair and its only been 4 months since my dx. Mayve I'll feel better tomorrow, maybe I won't. It's a tough adjustment to make, no matter what you've been through or how tough you are.

I wrote about my dx as well. Somehow it seemed like if I wrote it out it would become more real.

Here's hoping you go into remission (sorry if I'm mistaken and you don't have RRMS).