I have decided to work just half time starting with the next school year. I have already worked it out with my district. They are very supportive... I am very lucky in that way. I was considering retiring completely, but just can't close the door that tightly yet.

You folks have helped me work through this MORE than you can ever realize. The decision was SO huge for me. It's hard not to feel like a failure. But I now realize that it's just me feeling that way, not the rest of the world. This has been a big step for me. It's hard to let go of the person I thought I was. I'm starting to look at myself as someone a little different, not lesser, just different! This is such a huge revelation for me.... it bring tears to my eyes as I share this with you... It's bittersweet.

My hubby, feels I probably should retire full time. He is the one who sees what I look like every day when I get home. But he is being very supportive of me not being ready to give it up completely. I'm not completely confident of if I can make it even half-time. But I have to try it that way.

Thank you so much for your kind words. I have done just as I said and pulled them up several times to read them for strength. I love you all.