Hi Julie!

Welcome to NeuroTalk!
I'm glad you found us, we enjoy the sense of community here that we MSrs all truly need.
Have you spoken to your neuro about your intense emotions? It may be time to change ADs, over the years I've had to do so, sometimes they just quit working and we don't always realize it.
Try not to be too hard on yourself, no one chooses this path.
MS:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=17