Hi Jessica! I see Anne has already welcomed you, and I just read your post, which also touched me. I lost my dear Mother last June and have been struggling w/missing her ever since, so I understand how you feel.

She was so energetic and in my life every day, but fell ill and 3 1/2 wks later, was gone. I have accepted losing her, but I miss her presence in my life so much. That's what's hard, so Yes, I understand.

Time heals, tears help and talking about your loss is good therapy. Please know that there are many members here who can relate to your sorrow and sadness.

Have you gone over to the New Members Intro thread yet? If you feel like it, please post and intro yourself. Many more members will see it there and you'd be surprised how supportive and warm this board can be.
Please make yourself at home and I am sorry for your loss, but your Dad knew you loved him. take care Jessica and hope to see you posting again.