Oh Sheena. How I wish I had the right words to say to you. I hear your pain and I so want to help.

Is there an on call neuro you could call for advice? Can you go to an ER? Is there a crisis centre who could help with the dilema you are facing regarding the possible loss of your child? Do you have Life Line where you live, or something similar where you can get telephone councelling when you're feeling lost and unsure of where to turn?

I'll not attempt to offer advice about the Ty not being on it, but there are other members here who hopefully will be able to offer you some advice from that point of view.

I know that I've probably not had anything helpful to say, but please know you are not alone Sheena, we are here to offer support in any way we can.

Sending you warm Hugs