I know what you mean about "not being worthy." But...I saw a program on TV recently that featured a little girl with autism (I think). She had a service dog just to give her courage and companionship.

I would think you are every bit as deserving as she is!!! Go for it!!!

And if you insist on feeling guilty after you receive your dog, maybe use your new/renewed abilities to help others for a time each week.

Good luck to you!!!